Losing faith...

I am starting this blog because I have nowhere else to vent...secondary infertility is turning out to be a very lonely place to be. I am trying to stay positive and be grateful for the sweet child I do have, but I feel like I am stuck in limbo. We can't move on with our lives while our family is incomplete! I desperately wish I had someone to commiserate with. My "mommy" friends have no idea what to say to me...they (like me 3 years ago) got pregnant as soon as they started trying. Women experiencing primary infertility all wonder why I am not just happy with one child because, well, it's more than they have (and I feel horrible about this!). I have searched for message boards relating to secondary infertility, but none seem to be active. So this is it...my hopes and fears as I try to get myself through this!